Saturday, July 19, 2008

rut.


I apologize  beforehand – please feel free to skip! I need to vent:

We’ve hit a rut. An “island living” slump.

To start, Omar got in a fight with B, an argument which I want to know NOTHING about – it’s not my biz. But it's bugging him, and B keeps sending me emails, and I don't want anything do with with any of it! I'm staying way out of this one, but it still weighs heavy on my mind.

Tropical Storm Bertha rained us out of our snorkeling, and quarantined us inside this tiny, albeit beautiful, house. We watched a movie and chewed bubble gum. I ate too much sugar and suffered a massive stomach ache, which I can tell you did not help my mood.

I really miss Jackie and Sampson. I have so much to tell my little sister, and I want to talk to her all the time, and phone cards are so damn expensive, AH! 


everything is going to fix itself -

- But before optimism strikes, let me say that I sorely miss working internet, my cell phone, my email - I REALLY miss reading all of your blogs – I want to catch up with everybody, I feel out of the loop!

I don't like this "scheduled post" thing, but unfortunately it's the only option. 

More tomorrow, now I’m going to walk in the rain to cool my hot temper. 

Bon Day, all <3>

9 comments:

Lani said...

Vent away, my dear! It's healthy and that's what blogs are for...a place to unload your thoughts, feelings, frustrations, etc.

Sending you lots of hugs!

ps. was it at least watermelon bubble gum?

Britt said...

Sometimes you just need a walk by yourself. Never under estimate alone time. :) Hope the meeting helps!

xoxo

Barry said...

LB my e-mails almost all concern whats going on with Coast Mag re your job and that you appear to have got the CDM rental and where to overnight rent cash, etc. What else can I do but send that multiple info in multiple e-mails??? Omar's being mad at me has neither effected what I do, nor my serenity. So why would I complain to you? Ah, this is indeed a new experience, living life in public fish bowel,gasp!

Barry said...

To all fellow bloggees goodbye. I am a VERY PRIVATE GUY and I cannot handle my life being discussed in a public fishbowel. While i cannot prevent it if I don't read it, it cannot effect me. Privacy, as a spiritual basis of living, is my way of life. He who betrays my privacy does not remain in my life.

wackyjackie said...

aw I hope things get better Robin! We all miss you dearly. Sampson is in good hands, mom wants to keep him so badly hahah. You only have a week left. Live it up ! I hope you feel better, we can always talk through email. I love you !
=)
Jack

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Lydia said...

Little Bird,
I'm glad Omar found a meeting. You seemed to need a break from "paradise!"

nadia said...

This is your space, your art , your journey- do with what you wish-

the rut is a place, you must explore it!

Kim said...

Bleh, hate ruts. Everyone needs to vent, that's the beauty of having a blog afterall. :-)

 
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